Sake White

There were at least five to 10, maybe seven to 10, students around me.”

I do believe I could have killed at least 5 of those children in under a minute.

It is an interesting fact of life that thugs only try to attack and target peaceful citizens that just want to live their lives amongst family, co-workers, and friends. They need to attack and try to kill people like me. I’ll be sure to do my best to take care of the trash.

Like most people living under a society that has built itself around justice, fairness, and laws, it is very hard for me to drop the societal indoctrination barriers that limit my capacity to kill and do violence to less than 5% of my max. The same is true for strategic rules of engagement and tactical ROE; they limit America’s power below 5% of the maximum demonstrable, not just the max possible.

However, when there is a will, there is a way. And there is definitely a will on my part.

Most people, when they get angry, start hitting or damaging furniture. It helps discharge the aggression and hormones. Not many people can experience a fury so overpowering that just sitting still in one spot, without damaging any human or object, makes one feel like their body is being eaten by acid to the bones. You feel like your mind is breaking apart in many different fragments, because the overpowering urge to destroy just builds and builds. The level of self-discipline required to hold that kind of emotion in check is brutal. As brutal as cracking a sledgehammer across a person’s knees and throat.

There are many different methods of controlling the discharge of such affect. You can visualize violence upon a chosen target and imagine your body doing it, while pacing around. You can smash your fist into the door and only suffer minor damage because the door is wood and not very hard wood at that. After a few minutes, physical exertion and pain will dampen the urges. Pain then starts to become not an enemy but a friend, an ally. The ingredient that, once injected into your veins, will make you sane and calm again. The antidote for the poison coursing through your blood and the base that alleviates the acid eating at your bones. The agony of the berserker episode is far more painful than the minor physical bruises and muscle damage you accrue by using your body to damage targets. Because no amount of endorphine produced by a berserk episode can calm your inner mental turmoil.

Anna Sowers, who had nothing but praise for the city police detectives who worked on her husband’s case, said after the court hearing that the sentences “disgusted” her. “I feel that today, justice was not served at all,” she said. “I feel like I’ve got no rights.”

Justice, the real kind now a days, can only be had by the victims themselves. And the only moment you have of exacting this justice is when the assailant is attacking you. If you refuse to lose the shackles of society and civilization that has told you to not to kill, not to maim, not to destroy another human being, then you will end up like Anna’s husband. In a coma and dead. You have one chance to defend your life and the life of your loved ones if they are with you during an attack. Don’t waste it. Kill your attackers and you will never have to worry about inadequate legal justice in the case of your attackers ever again. You will have to choose whether you want the state to persecute you for self-defense or whether you want to persecute the state for harsher punishments upon the people that killed your loved ones. Your choice because it is your life and the life of your loved ones.

Neither lawyers nor the courts are interested in serving justice. That is not what the rule of law is for. The rule of law is for taking away your liberties and giving you security in return. However, only certain rights and securities are guaranteed by the Constitution. The other rights, like right to live free from thug and criminal beatings, has to be defended by you, not the government. After all, that is what the 2nd Amendment is for, to prevent the government from disarming the citizenry. You cannot really depend upon the government or the police to protect you from criminals or terrorists. They can defend the community by capturing terrorists and criminals after they have killed some odd individuals, yes, but that won’t do much good for you if you are one of the individuals killed, now does it.

In this day and age of “youths” trying to use social violence to get what they want, it is even more important that individual citizens demonstrate to such folks what the Spartans demonstrated to the Persians at Thermopylae. It is not numbers that matter, but lethality. And lethality is a function of the human brain and will, not the physical weapons you wield. There is no such thing as a lethal weapon, there are only lethal people.

A Baltimore juvenile court judge found five Robert Poole Middle School students responsible yesterday in the December attack on a city bus passenger and her boyfriend, concluding a divisive case fraught with racial overtones.

If such people ever think I’m a sufficiently vulnerable target, there will be no “racial overtones” afterwards. How can there be overtones of race when I have permanently ejected such people from the human species through death? Death is pretty final when all is said and done. Death does not care which race you are, after all.

People may be interested, or appalled depending upon your personal philosophy in life, concerning my response to this story of years of bullying towards a student featured in this New York Times story.

I also wrote about what “societal indoctrinations” mean in terms of limiting your freedom to defend your life through violence a few weeks ago.

One notable objection people, normal people that is, might arguably raise is “Don’t you think killing someone for fighting with you is a bit extreme?”

Extreme and normal standards are based upon a societal framework and your own personal ideology. It has nothing to do with me or what I will choose to do based upon my own ethics and sense of responsibility. Once I drop the societal indoctrination chains holding my body and will back, anything I do afterwards will not be because society said such a thing was wrong or right. If I kill, it will be because I wanted to do so. Not because I was ordered to do so by society or the military. If I give mercy, it won’t be because society or family, friends, or other folks wanted me to do so. I might listen to such people if they were at the moment of conflict, of course. But usually they aren’t and I only have my own ethics to tell me what is right and wrong. And my ethics tell me goons trying to bash people’s skull in, just cause it is fun and cool, needs to be eradicated from the face of the human species.

The ultimate answer in the end is, if I choose not to kill, it will be because I made that choice of my own free will. And I will only make that choice if I believe the attackers deserve it, which in most cases they won’t. However, that doesn’t mean I will artificially adopt restrictions on my actions just because of statistics. In combat, war, violence, and defending your life, you only get one chance to get things. Delay and waste that chance, and you will lose. Even if you are alive, you will lose because the attacker will go on to kill, rape, or maim another individual. Another fellow member of the human species. And whose fault is it that allowed dangerous attacking animals loose in our world? The attacker’s or yours?

Other objections might be, “Why is the solution to bad people and behavior to have other people become just as bad, if not worse?”

The idea that the use of violence is “bad” is an idea people have been brainwashed into accepting. Violence, in objective reality, is just a tool like any other tool. Golf clubs and chainsaws aren’t “bad” for humanity just cause mass murderers and serial killers might use them against women and children. Neither is violence.

On another note, for me to become as bad or worse than the thugs would mean warping reality to your own preferences. After all, the choices I would make in a fight will not be because my gang leader ordered me to pulp somebody’s face in and then kill him. The choices I would make in a fight will not be because society or the military chain of command told me to make. For one thing, I can drop societal barriers far easier now than I could have 10 years ago and I’m not part of the military, so those two issues don’t constrain me as much as they do others.

How can I become as bad as a gang or thug when most of the gang functions as a wolf pack where you have 1-3 leaders and everyone else obeys those leaders? The choices I make aren’t because a “leader” told me what to do. Thus I am not the same as those gang members. Nor am I the same as those gang leaders that make independent decisions, since the only person I am going to give “orders” to will be my own body. I don’t use weaklings to do my dirty work through intimidation or rewards.

For gang leaders, gang members, and thugs to rise to my level, they would have to become more like me. And that’s not going to happen, people. Nor will I ever descend to their level because the only person that I am going to have doing the killing and maiming is going to be me. It is not going to be the “weapons” called blunt force instruments, knives, or firearms. Nor will I ever target defenseless women and children that have never intended harm to me or mine or any other member of the human species. That restraint is not something society imposed on me. That restraint is something I freely chose, because I would not wish to live in any ethical system that demanded the blood of defenseless and innocent women and children, like Islam does.

I mentioned anger in the beginning. As most people know, angry people are not necessarily more dangerous. What they are is simply more tolerant of pain and the fatigue poisons slowing down their muscles. Your muscles can actually work anaerobically, without oxygen. It just tends to produce too much toxins and those toxins hurt. Normally the human body and mind prevents you from taxing yourself to the extreme limits of your muscular endurance and strength. Anger removes some of those inhibitions. Coincidentally, anger also removes societal inhibitions such as the inhibition that prevents you from hurting another human being.

An angry person is just as vulnerable to physical injury as a calm person. He is only “more dangerous” in the sense that now he isn’t going to hold back anymore. Why would this matter to me since I don’t need anger to drop my societal inhibitions limiting my full expression of physical violence? By the time a person has gotten enough into a rage to start thinking about “killing” me, I’d already have cracked one of his vertebrae. Try going into a berserk episode with most of your body paralyzed, I dare ya. That’d be something amusing to witness.

I mention this issue because angry people are not automatically more well versed in the tools of violence than a calm one. I also mention anger because anger provides you great benefits if you know how to use them. Anger increases your strength and your endurance, changing your body metabolism through activities on the hormonal level. It provides you adrenaline and endorphins which help in the short term (by increasing pain threshold) while incurring a long term metabolic and physical toil. Since most fights in the street only last a few seconds after an injury has been inflicted, endorphins and adrenaline are a great advantage when you have to eliminate 10 to 50 individuals around you. You will never feel more alive than when your endorphins and adrenaline are at their maximum for your DNA template. In fact, many adrenaline junkies have been produced in the human species precisely because of this fact.

Target Focus Training is a great program that teaches not only how to use the tools of violence but how to prevent the tools of violence from being used on you. It teaches things such as the difference between social fighting and asocial violence. Go to the link and watch the intro video if you wish to know more or want to order one of their DVD products.

Hundreds of pages of documents obtained by The Sun recount police interviews in which the Robert Poole Middle School students accused in the December attack on Sarah Kreager and her boyfriend, Troy Ennis, tried to stonewall authorities.

Girls told stories that didn’t match, and at one point, while they were in a holding cell, a city police officer watched them mimic the beating they were accused of carrying out — laughing as they threw kicks and punches into the air.

This brings us to a very important point. These people were using violence as a toy. They didn’t know what they were doing. All they knew was that it was fun to inflict pain on another human being. Well, I have some news for these people. If they wish to see true violence, unadulterated by society, schools, law, police, or parental limitations, be sure to select as your next target someone like me. There are plenty of people who will demonstrate to you what true violence is, you just have to find them since they are very rare and scattered.

So long as people think violence is cool and fun, they will keep doing it. So long as terrorists get rewards via kidnapping, they will do it. So long as Iranians get rewarded for executing gays and stoning women, they will keep on doing it. Which is why my way of doing things will end such things rather prematurely, don’t you think.

Kreager suffered two broken bones in her left eye socket, police said.

“She had eye muscles that were damaged,” a police report states. “She had deep lacerations on the top of her head and another above her neck.”

Two seats and the bus’ rear glass were destroyed during the attack, police said.

The bus driver on the No. 27 line quickly called police, who responded and arrested the nine juveniles, said Jawauna Greene, an MTA police spokeswoman.

All nine suspects, ages 14 and 15, were arrested and charged with aggravated assault…

…The suspects in the incident are black. The victim is white, according to the police report.

It doesn’t matter if you are white, black, or a great purple bruise. If I decide I want your eye splashed across your cheeks, then that is what is going to happen. Broken eye socket bones? Give me a break. With 1/50th of the energy and effort it took to break those bones, I could have taken both eyes out. I’m not talking about “scratching”, I’m talking about getting a good grip of a person’s head so he can’t move back while using thumb and finger to scoop out that eye. You want to be very firm about it if you want it all though. If your grip isn’t very good or if you try to “soft” touch things, then the eye will probably burst inside the socket as he/she violently wrentches their head back.

I’m a very tolerant sort of person. You speak Leftist bullshit near me or to me and I won’t say much of anything cause it would be both pointless and ineffective to talk about why such views are wrong. However, if you should try to bring your intolerant gansta lifestyle near my space or near the people I care about it, expect your miserable pissant of a life to be flushed down the toilet with the rest of the rodent trash. In fact, even if I saw you doing such things to a stranger, it would still be a good enough of a pretext for me to get in on things.

Because you see, you like inflicting pain on people that can’t fight back. I, however, like inflicting pain on thugs, criminals, and terrorists. It’s the only way to instantly relieve the effects of that berserker episode, you see.